My grandma died.
But my holiday was beautiful.
bye

I was thinking about a smart and witty entry...
but I forgot the subject ... so
nothing... yaya


I'm a PUNKdWarF....


uiiiii.... yeah right

Hi again...
Been in new school for 5 weeks... IT ROCKS... like really....
Well of course, its harder... being in gymnasium and all... but it still is awesome... Classmates are cool.. even the teachers are cool(some)...
Math is hard... as always... chemistry is learnable...
well in literature i got A so... YAYA
... but... the period isn't over so...
but anyway...

...
lost my thoughts

Its autumn in here.. so its my favourite time in the year... when the leaves are falling and all the nature is brightly colored...
Of course... if the snow will come this year... well I think then I will be enjoying most of the (aaaargh... completely lost my tracks)...

Being alone in home... makes you really think about life... and boringness...

bah who cares...

Ahjaa seda kakskeelsust pean natukene harjutama... aga ma arvan et ma hakkan isegi seda blogi pidama niiet...

see pilt on Tšehhi reisist sellel suvel/Czech republic in this summer...

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Now playing: Satyricon - The Pentagram Burns
via FoxyTunes   

Well. Hi...
Been in orienteering camp.... and got sick.
Something with kidneys or like that...
So I don't think of posting till school?....
Dunno... so aaaagh, who cares anyway.
Maybe i've got like 2 readers... so... who cares

Me

So I still let you know...
bye

Till School

(Maybe)



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Now playing: Satyricon - I Got Erection
via FoxyTunes   

Well. Actually, not a big surprise, but still. Lifting hay isn't easy...
and I've been doing that for too much for my taste... but still there is one more cartload of hay to put to stack... And to that I will have to rise up in 5.30 in morning, cause id like to go to Pärnu on day, so to go I and my dad will have to empty the cart...
Beautiful isn't it?

Anyway I've been here at home and just chilling and doing some running chores... and thinking....
So...
Again... No thoughts

Ok... Bye

Märt



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Now playing: Satyricon - Repined Bastard Nation
via FoxyTunes   


Oh yeah.. in few days I'm gonna leave Windows and start being a open-source person... so hello to Linux

Well... Time for another posting...
...
And I have no thoughts... Well there is one thing to post and it's my day... So far (It's 14:52) So...
I woke sometime around seven o'clock. Scythed some hay to he-goat ,rabbit and to the chickens. Cleaned the kitchen and went to sorting stamps, listening vinyl records and read books... till i got up and started to write....
How interesting...
Anyway, in evening time I'll go to cycling and swimming...
And maybe watch some porn...
Bye
Märt


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Now playing: Judas Priest - Painkiller
via FoxyTunes   

GO OUTSIDE(yes I know it's rainy/snowy or whatever but go out and away from computer... IT'S summer... so...enjoy it!!!!!

Finished reading of Robin Hobb... Started reading (again) Storm of Swords... And I'm still quite depressed... but so happy, so freaky that even I can't figure it out... So lets stay confused...
Anyway...
Ah fuck it... lost the plot...
By

Märt

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Now playing: The Killers - Don't Shoot Me Santa
via FoxyTunes   

I would be a Suur-Konnakotkas(In Estonian) -> Big Frog-Eagle(Direct translation) --> Greater Spotted Eagle(Aquila Clanga), because I'd like to fly and see the land where I live as a human. And of course I like swamps where the bird nests.


Pretty Bird, Isn't He?


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Now playing: Coldplay - Speed Of Sound
via FoxyTunes   

Well, weird. It's summer... The weather is wonderful(sometimes) and I'm inside...
Like whats happening... Dunno... Hanging with friends, in MSN isn't ... very cool so...
Anyway... I'm going out... And leaving computer behind
So.. Have You all A nice day

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Now playing: Best B4 - Ma armastan luuserit
via FoxyTunes   

By the way, the oak tree behind the window is beautiful....

After cutting woods in my sisters husbands(don't know what is the right spelling)[like now too] anyway, in his home I'm quite exhausted but happy. Grew muscle and got tanned... And feeling that I'm alive. not just a empty shell, like Forged Ones in Hobb's books but without the rioting... Anyway I got the chance to fall on my left foot big toe(again don't know the spelling) and in the next day I got the chance butcher it, not so badly but it was bloody.

Aaaaaaaaanyway Estonia has a new Star rising... Internationally... And I'm happy about it. Go Kerli !!!! Her songs are quite/very good in my opinion and I hope that she will be a Huge Star(see with CAPITAL letters) because somebody has to be...

But I'd like to finally peruse G.R.R.M.'s Storm of Swords: Blood and Gold..... but I don't know that I'm the only person to read multiply books at the same time like I am reading right now: A Canticle for Leibowitz, Royal Assassin, Hõbevalge and I already mentioned Storm of Swords: Blood and Gold , and to get the meaning of all books?

But till the next posting stay clean and get horny...

Märt

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Now playing: Kerli Kõiv - Walking on Air
via FoxyTunes   

Yay.. Being at home after like... 3 days again feels good, yes. Well holiday(whaaaaat... I'm in summer vacation.. there is NO school...,  what is with the holiday-talking...) is over, and grey and hard(but not so hard) reality has arrived. Finally.
Not that I was waiting it, but it's good to realize that life is hard and somebody always, ALWAYS have to do the dirty work...

... Okay enough of depression...
Have you all a Happy Ending

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Now playing: Mika - Happy Ending
via FoxyTunes   

Well, being sometime away from home(again) at the relatives is definitely a holiday to me. Basically all I have to do is watch the little ones, eat, sleep, read(thanks G.R.R.Martin for your mammoth series) and do some running chores...

Looking out a dirty old window, seeing a bucket and some flowers and lawn(yeah right, rather a wannabe lawn) which is mowed with a trimmer....

...
No more thoughts for now, so
bye..


Oh yeah, almost forgot... now I have a read stripe in my hair... and spikes if I make them.

Bye

For sometime I've been thinking about posting another entry to LJ.. but haven't got enough will or wanting to do that, so...
Anyway I'd like to announce that I'll will be posting  here something in every week... If  the postings have a meaning in it... well...
    
Any-Way
bye

Märt

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Now playing: Muse - Supermassive Black hole
via FoxyTunes    

okay...
i wasn't waiting that this would be so hard to make it to the graduation of the ninth grade...
just great
a lot of homework of course... not mentioning the endless works in classes....
oh yeah in Wednesday we have a trial exam in Estonian... just great
and by the way i think I'm going to stay in summer school in Russian... voluntarily
YES volunteeraly in Russian... and only because I'd like to learn those cases before I'm going to new school next year(school year... starts in September here)
anyway  I'm surprised cos (here comes the scizhophrenic part) WHERE IS MY PERSONAL HORDE OF DEVOTED READERS...
I think I have to break trough of the great grey mass of usual bloggers... to get to the point when I'm writing something whit a thought and being readed ( and by reading I mean READING trough) not just clicking "next journal" and saying this is interesting by reading two sentences and clicking and clicking and clicking.... until you find porn or something like that...
...
...
...
anyway about the headline: you know like big gossip papers make big headlines to sell more and the article is about same size as this column...
anyway this headline is just for publicity.... bummer for perverts :9
...
...
okay the other Me(truthloving... told you I'm bit scizhophrenic...) yells to me to fill the promise...:
It's not humongous... but it's not small either... go figure it out.

Okay
Thanks for reading
Märt

Hello everybody on LJ!
...
or something like that...
anyway I like'd to introduce myself to people in LJ (I'm sorry for my bad English [grammar part] so please don't hate me - okay that sounded like EMOshit... sorry-)

I am:
an Estonian
a boy
a teenager
a kinky person
a 15 year old
a starting blogger
a friendly human/ufo/goat/cat/quarter-emo(choose yourself)
a emowhisperer (something like horsewhisperer but for emos)
a medium level(read: quite crappy) orienteerer
a MUSE fan
a Magic player (not pro)
and definitely something more i cant remember right now but anyway
... ... ...
maybe I say even something smart next time my devoted readers(yeah right... but being positive will make you live longer ;9)
to the next post then

Bye
Märt ( yes, yes: ä is an umlaut)
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